Another Poem For Wagner
Smiles dance across your 5 o’clock shadow
Holding my hands as you sit across the table
Lifted up by eyes of the bluest skies
Where candles flicker inside of your pupils
It took just one second
One look to know you’d be the man I would love until my heart stopped beating
Until I draw my last breath the words will still ring true
The more I know you the more love I have
It gets deeper and deeper and deeper
Never even thought I was capable of being this free
Babe you do something extraordinary to me
Id been dragged through sharded glass through a life
Where I never had a face or a name
Where the ones I loved told me I wasn’t worth the airspace I took up
Well I have run into some fate and some luck
I know you never had it easy either
Staring down into graves of lost dreams
Watching from the outside in trying to make things right
Feeling you failed when they could no longer fight
But hey tough break
If I could live your life so you wouldn’t feel any pain id do that too
The list will never end of the things
I would fucking do for you
Frozen C-Rad
Past the frozen seas I fly
Watching as the moon goes by
through the eyes of the undecided
Never waiting for a chance to take it
I whisper to a star let us make it
A carnal feeling I get
like no other thing can provide
Until the frozen clock will tick
I sit and wish
That it will never start
The seas don’t lie
when these tears I cry
Melting this frozen soul that you hide
Never wanted nothing more
But still I am frozen
Wondering what its all for
Getting Ready to Take a Bus to Ottawa
I send a quick prayer into the sky
That you will never let me down
I said I would give this my all now
So give me strength to break me down
And some more if your full of it
See I am one to be reluctant
I don’t even give my friends my soul sometimes
But I’m letting it go all for you
So please know it’s hard for me
But I am so true
So listen to my vow, sky, stars
Don’t let it go to waste
For in my life I have never felt this OK
I’ve sailed on ships that took me
To places only Devil’s have been
I’ve soared through clouds and night skies
Only the worst nightmares have seen
So take my words as deeply as I say
Them and mean them more
Everything I am giving up to you
So don’t do the things I fear
Keep me going though I wake from nightmares
As I see the past and fear the worst
Wake me from that turbulent slumber
And touch my hand with silver wings of the angels watching over me
You got some of your own so maybe you can share before
My heart gets too worn
If your soul is so warm
don’t let me freeze on blocks of negative energies where the birds fear to set sail as if burns with a quaint frail
Take my heart to your souls jail
Lock me in so I never leave
don’t let me wander streets in search of tears and some beliefs
Believe in me
And my dreams
But know my vow to the sky
Is real
